it would be nice period!!

To get reassured from time to time. To be taken on actual outings with friends,
Loungin on d bed doesn't count.to say stuff when you are not prompted.

To not be so polite and be more selfless, to assume I can read your mind.to mean
Stuff u say.

To be more sensitive to my already sensitive self.

I am pissed at myself bcos :I shulda come home on saturday nite jejely,I am
Pissed bcos I felt dismissed.

I shulda just said,look iv gotta get hm cos I really shuld send some time at
Home.

So I was upset when a seemly tired u,was up n dressed ready to jump out.

I understd that ur bored.couldn't u have bn nice about it?

the moon inspired tale

What is my reality?its a lot of things.memories flash.so many,I wonder why
Its jumping from 24 to 13 and back to 5,then I am in her class again and I
Am hearing and the words my soul needs, but I need to sleep,I will take care
Of life when I wake up or when this movie is over.
I want to be rich,no doubt ,why isn't anyone paying me to sleep n watch tv?
Ahh I just need a little push.
Something to shake me out my passivity

on bad days and sandfiles

I had a day no doubt,cnt claim that I that was the worst
But somethg snapped.I couldn't sleep and d sandflies wouldn't
Let ,quite tired of sitting hours on end in traffic.
I needed tlc so I called who I thot could produce it.
He had a bad day too so he wasn't receptive n she returned.
The paranoid gal we all love to hate.

What a beautiful mind.I need to sleep to eat and dcd wat it
Is that will become of our lives.
Technology at our tips yet lazy as a log.

Ah but there be oil in the backyard so why dnt we drill
Jokes pls
Be not deluded!

I owe myself lots of sleep
And not drug induced.
Just sleep!

when i put you first

The only thing I am sure of right now is that I dnt want to be here.and I am
Not feeling much these days because if I needed to sleep,I'll just pop a pill
Lovely because no one really cares and I am angry a lot.at everyone at you,
Yes u,for being careless when I am so so careful with and everytime I think that
We are getting closer,u do something that shows be u really dnt care.

What is the use of calling u when I need help when ur never there 4 me.I
Wonder why I love u so much when u dnt even care to ask if I am feeling better
Evryone is selfish but for one.the one they have given their hearts too.

I am kinda tired and I know I should focus my energies elsewhere.

I just know that if we dnt work,then am done.

I will happily transfer all the love I have given u to myself and for a change
I'll be appreciated.I deserve to be.I owe it to myself to be.etc

mechanic blues and other stories

Once upon,this person bought a car and bashed it soon after,hence she had to make
A trip to the local repair store and had to sit it the hit.she tried to call
Her boyfriend who wasn't picking and appeared to be asleep.chances are that a.she might
Be at the repair shop for a while and not see her boo or b.she might finish soon
Not see him and not bother going to see him.she will probably just go to buy
Movies,watch them,think about the year ahead and wat she wants to achieve and
And plan.otherwise she will sleep as she isn't in the mood
To see any1 but boo darling.
She has a feeling that boo isn't excited at the prospect of
Seeing her hence the movie plans.

when life may never look up!

O told us a story today,it was sad.I was angry and spoke with that tone those
On the outside looking in have-ridiculously patronising.

Someone's life is over!!!ANd if you ask me,she has three options.....
She can kill herself
She can kill him
OR they can kill him.

I donot apologise for my candor!
It was unnecessary to tell the world but he did and now she one knows.


The world as a whole is unfair,filled with mean-spirited people.

10 yeats and counting

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