Monday, November 9, 2009

when life may never look up!

O told us a story today,it was sad.I was angry and spoke with that tone those
On the outside looking in have-ridiculously patronising.

Someone's life is over!!!ANd if you ask me,she has three options.....
She can kill herself
She can kill him
OR they can kill him.

I donot apologise for my candor!
It was unnecessary to tell the world but he did and now she one knows.


The world as a whole is unfair,filled with mean-spirited people.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

10 yeats and counting

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Saturday, November 7, 2009

modern oldskool

I cannot say why old wrongs still sting,when the mode of injury
Resurfaces or nostalgia resurfaces.As I sat there I was so angry but
It was more at myself.
My life briefly flashed before me and the thoughts came rushing back,
I couldn't believe that at this stage,this age something like
That could still happen.
I however handled it differently.
But still,I didn't still like being there.
I hate that place of hopelessness.
They keep telling me to speak my mind but I dnt know thaty I can
It has been used so often against me that I always ask if its a
Trick.
Drugs!alcohol!they give respite when I caNnot sleep and when living
Gets hard.
Its old but it still inflicts fresh new pain.
Its modern,its oldskool,its the scars on my bruised old young
Heart.