i am unhappy

It is quite clear that I am unhappy now.I cnt get thru to
You,to them.am I stressful?everythg I do,I did,is unappreciated
I have never been praised for anything.
I that have so much talent,have been reduced to a mediocre
That I talk too much about how I feel,how not when the discussion
Holds its one sided.u just ask how I feel to hear n guage where
We are,yet u have nothg to say.
U made fun of ur gifts(vals n buffday).is there any pleasing
I am getting tired o.

I am physically n psychologically tired!
I love u,

on stories

I am sorry if I come here only to lament,its that I am never right
And that I never have any valid reason to be angry,its somehow
Always my fault.I somehow always wind up apologising.
I was so shocked when I read those mails.I felt sick inside
Very sick.like I had been living a lie.times of niceness felt
Like making up for nastiness.
Wow!is there even time?I'll say one thing sha-apart from my
Immediate family,I am the only one in this world that cares about me
PEriod.
I dnt care what any1 says.

mean spirited or understress

I heard somewhere that we know people best when they are angry or their guards
Are down. I have been pushed and told to go away several times.and I am considering
Walking away.
I am hypersensitive or so I hv always been told.now I cnt even say how I feel
And its been a year.shit with all the too much information crap.
I am trying to be careful but what about me?I am tired of forming activity
To not feel the feelings I am feeling. I have been turned into a pseudo slave
Enough with wat d wifey is supposed to do.I dnt see a ring on my finger yet.

Its so unfair to put someone 1st all the time and get snapped at.I am sick of it
Its unfair.

How do I say my point without causing a fight.

I wish I could just say wat was on my mind.

I am tired of walking on egg shells

Freakingly tired!

I shall however not take the childish route and just speak my mind.