i have never in my twenty even years met anyone like me. I seem to be always be on the brink of some neurosis or the other.
I think the most frustrating thing in the world is not being able to be oneself.
But who am i ? u'll never know xoxo....no it isnt gossip girl! i dnt know myself but i do know i am a good person o.
i just want F to know and accept me for who i am, not what he might perceive me to be.
i feel guility when i call, i dnt like to take permission to do such, its quite unnatural if u ask me.
I need to consult but who?
Friday, September 11, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
26 and counting
Its wonderful how inspired i get(temporarily), when some people share ideas of what life should be, what assets one should invest in...blah.
I hate my job! What is the correlation? There is and there isnt! Arent i making sense? i find that is just the case. i only have time to think of what i should be doing when i have spare time from a job which has really added no value to my life(the job that is), it has nice pecks though, but its monotonous and like clockwork, once you get the hang of it.
Feeling nostalgic again, this is exactly how i felt when i was at WNT, the later days. It just sucked. Now i am 26 and counting and i am not finding that baz luhrmann song so funny anymore, i do not(i repeat)i do not want to end up at forty and wonder what i still want to do with my life.
i should sit down and order the steps and plans, or else come leave time, i might be running round like a headless chicken.
i have to revisit my beading exercise to ascertain wat went wrong otherwise.....i shall have the same result.
Fingers are aching already, so i must go.
i love you F! And am glad we are back, my are my very sweet heart.xxxxoxxo
I hate my job! What is the correlation? There is and there isnt! Arent i making sense? i find that is just the case. i only have time to think of what i should be doing when i have spare time from a job which has really added no value to my life(the job that is), it has nice pecks though, but its monotonous and like clockwork, once you get the hang of it.
Feeling nostalgic again, this is exactly how i felt when i was at WNT, the later days. It just sucked. Now i am 26 and counting and i am not finding that baz luhrmann song so funny anymore, i do not(i repeat)i do not want to end up at forty and wonder what i still want to do with my life.
i should sit down and order the steps and plans, or else come leave time, i might be running round like a headless chicken.
i have to revisit my beading exercise to ascertain wat went wrong otherwise.....i shall have the same result.
Fingers are aching already, so i must go.
i love you F! And am glad we are back, my are my very sweet heart.xxxxoxxo
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