to where from here

Even if I was to quit,what would I do next?interior design or fashion design?
All the words that are not being said.GEnius lies within,that much is true...

proof or the lack of it!

Today is my first day back and I can now understand exactly why I was so dreading it.grrrr I was tortured this morning
And I kinda dnt know how I feel,but I am not angry,quite far from it.
I do know however that something has gotta give.
I mean I did xactly wat I feared with my leave, nothing...technically.
I just lazed and didn't even watch enough tv.grrrrr!
I did however realise that I need to get on with my plan.God
Help me.