Sunday, February 28, 2010

it would be nice period!!

To get reassured from time to time. To be taken on actual outings with friends,
Loungin on d bed doesn't count.to say stuff when you are not prompted.

To not be so polite and be more selfless, to assume I can read your mind.to mean
Stuff u say.

To be more sensitive to my already sensitive self.

I am pissed at myself bcos :I shulda come home on saturday nite jejely,I am
Pissed bcos I felt dismissed.

I shulda just said,look iv gotta get hm cos I really shuld send some time at
Home.

So I was upset when a seemly tired u,was up n dressed ready to jump out.

I understd that ur bored.couldn't u have bn nice about it?

Thursday, February 25, 2010

the moon inspired tale

What is my reality?its a lot of things.memories flash.so many,I wonder why
Its jumping from 24 to 13 and back to 5,then I am in her class again and I
Am hearing and the words my soul needs, but I need to sleep,I will take care
Of life when I wake up or when this movie is over.
I want to be rich,no doubt ,why isn't anyone paying me to sleep n watch tv?
Ahh I just need a little push.
Something to shake me out my passivity

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

on bad days and sandfiles

I had a day no doubt,cnt claim that I that was the worst
But somethg snapped.I couldn't sleep and d sandflies wouldn't
Let ,quite tired of sitting hours on end in traffic.
I needed tlc so I called who I thot could produce it.
He had a bad day too so he wasn't receptive n she returned.
The paranoid gal we all love to hate.

What a beautiful mind.I need to sleep to eat and dcd wat it
Is that will become of our lives.
Technology at our tips yet lazy as a log.

Ah but there be oil in the backyard so why dnt we drill
Jokes pls
Be not deluded!

I owe myself lots of sleep
And not drug induced.
Just sleep!

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

when i put you first

The only thing I am sure of right now is that I dnt want to be here.and I am
Not feeling much these days because if I needed to sleep,I'll just pop a pill
Lovely because no one really cares and I am angry a lot.at everyone at you,
Yes u,for being careless when I am so so careful with and everytime I think that
We are getting closer,u do something that shows be u really dnt care.

What is the use of calling u when I need help when ur never there 4 me.I
Wonder why I love u so much when u dnt even care to ask if I am feeling better
Evryone is selfish but for one.the one they have given their hearts too.

I am kinda tired and I know I should focus my energies elsewhere.

I just know that if we dnt work,then am done.

I will happily transfer all the love I have given u to myself and for a change
I'll be appreciated.I deserve to be.I owe it to myself to be.etc